I want to say

One of my friend is at a crossroad now. I can only provide some opinions on the path to take. She would have to make the first difficult step herself. However, she is not alone. She is never alone. Love from friends and family will help her along the way.

Things are easier said than done. There are more than words can say.
I still want to say!

Believe in your strength.

You have a lot of good qualities. You are meticulous, caring, nuturing, careful, thorough!

Believe in your courage.

You are independent!

Passion in your job will follow you.

Don't let setbacks deter you.

Everything will work out just fine. Optimisium!

S.T.R.E.N.G.T.H

I sincerely hope my friend would be strong enough when the day comes to end the relationship.

This apply to all girl friends of mine.

Many Men nowadays (sorry if you are one of the rare good one)...sad to say are pathetic pussy chaser jerksssss. Change of gfren is as easy as ABCs. Two-timing seemed like a game so easy played, so beautifully staged even.

Are they at fault? Or us?
Who shall we blame? The Men, The Third party or Ourself?

The finger we point doesnt make the pain any lesser.
The hatred we feel is best converted to strength.
The jerk we want, no longer deserved US.
The one to blame is no longer important.

Pick up the shattered pieces of your heart.
Use some of your tears as the glue.
Believe in yourself, you can.
Try even if its hard.
There will be hope of finding love again.

love hurts

What do you do when you suspect something is wrong in a realtionship?
What do you do when you discover some clues that arises suspicions?
What do you do when the more you try to deny, the more lies you uncover?
What do you do when you can't stand it anymore?

Would you be strong to voice out?
Would you be strong to confront?
Would you be strong even if you aren't?

Why must your life revolve around 1 person?
Why must your heart bleed for the person who doesn't care?
Why must you endure the betrayal?
Why must you keep quiet even if he is wrong?

Do not compromise yourself.
Do not shortchange life.
Do not continue only to regret later.

What i say doesnt help.
What i think doesnt make.
What i do doesnt cure.

Listen to your heart.
Follow it.
Your guardian angels are telling you... can't you see all the warning signs?

Run while you still can.
Fight while you still can.

Live a better life without regrets, to the fullest, with another someone who cherish you, with trust, with a peacful heart.

DVDs

I am rotting at home. I am enjoying every minute of it.
Yesterday, i went to loan some DVDs, plus JL lend me some Korean Dramas...
This gave me endless enjoyment and i hope this happy days dont end so soon...

I slept at 0530am ytd... woke up at 11am plus, continue watching... now its
10 past 11pm... my eyes cannot take it anymore...

so many things, so little time... how i wish time would just stop.

what a wonderful day!

City of Angels

Just came back from BKK, super tired still as its walking and walking... Thai Massage makes my muscle ache. lol... This pictures show some highlights of my trip :)

• The trip started out good when we had an upgrade to a suite!
• We had free breakfast on Day 2.
• Shopping... of cos, at suan lum, Chatuchak, MBK, Siam Square.. usual... bought many stuff at Watsons...
• Food! Yes, we had birdnest and sharkfins at Nam Sing, Fine Dinning at Sirocco(SPECTULAR PANORAMIC NIGHT VIEW OF BANGKOK CITY), thai food near Siam Sq, steamboat at Coca, Dunking donuts...
• Massage at Lets Relax was good, the palce was hard to find though, somewhere in Sukuhmit Soi 39.
• Went to Naraya but many designs out of stock.
• Went to Siam paragon, big!

The time of my visit also conicide with the King's 60th anniversary celebration. Many people flock to bangkok to celebrate this big event! Many royal families grace the event, people celebrated their love for their king by wearing yellow t-shirt imprinted with the royal symbol. There are fireworks daily, up to 1 hr each. "long live the king" is what they chant.

Rot

Today is a gaming day for me. Non constructive, eye straining but maximum satisfaction.

I had the opportunity to sleep till 9+ a.m! lol
I had a delicious maggie mee for lunch + Durian!
I had level up in maple!
I had achieve tomahawk shot in Pangya!

:) wish i could rot like this longer!

Why Blog?

Watched channel U talk show today, discussion on "why blog?" Quan Yifeng says Blog=Block. This makes me think about "why blog?"

I blog, because blog releases stress buildup, it is a good way to remove toxin from our body and promotes mental well-being.

There is a "feel-good" feeling after writing stuffs, especially things that you can say out loud to certain people, especially people who i hate, i can scold them here!

I am not the type of blogger who would be totally "naked" about my life. There are still mysteries you wont be able to figure out unless you know me.

There are certain extent of integrity that a blogger should uphold. For.e.g no obscence photos/language should be use as you wouldnt know how that will affect a young child if he happen to come across your blog.

Yes, its a place whereby you can write whatever you want, but not to the extent that it reflects a young minor.

Disneyland

heh... hows the new music? M.I.C.K.E.Y M.O.U.S.E

I wanted to go to Disneyland initially... so expensive this period. Suay.

Anyway, even if i go, i do not dare to take all high elements rides.
I make my stomach cramp as in feels like my intestine is being messed with. What if it SNAP? LOL of cos i know it wont la, but i dont like the idea of spending $$$ to make myself uncomfortable.

Oh... i spent a lot these few days! Buy clothes, moisturiser, masks, cosmetic... today i walk till i almost drop. So tired! I am also proud that i took MRT home instead of cab today!! *u*

Eyelid twitching today

My lower eye lids keep twitching today...

Lack of sleep or overdose of caffine? I do not know, but i am sure yawning all the way.

I cant wake up at wee hours. Its torturous!
I slept early last night. No use.
I wanted to feel energetic. Exercise?
No energy how to exercise? Sian.

Work Work Work

Everyone is so busy with work now... i sometimes wonder, why are we all working so hard? Monetary rewards of cos. Some who doesnt really need this would go for Job sastifaction. I want both, but there will also be a struggle between both.

A good paying job may not substain challenge and interest than a poor paying job.
What would you choose?

There is always a risk. "would I like my job?"

People like me, who need to support family, will definitely go for monetary gains. Even if i liked my job now, if there is a better paying one, I will go for it if i think i will make it.

What type of job should i choose and eventually do?
Will I stay in my occupation forever?

sleep

I feel so tired daily after I fall sick... Dunno why. Is it because i have not fully recovered?

Anyway, seemed less energetic nowadays. Coffee doesnt help. After a meal is the worst, i can go into sleep mode instantly... without any motivation to work (piling like mountain) I guess its a hint that I should stop eating too much.

I am looking forward to my BKK trip coming up soon. This time round is SQ and Princess Hotel. So expensive, hai... all bcos of my JOB. Cannot take leave until now... They should be more unerstanding and give us special rates.