Pissed

i am pissed off by childish behaviour of some gamers... low EQ, bad gaming etiquette.  I was winning 3x in a row in a game... and got kick out!  When i rejoin again, got kick out again!  CHILDISH! HUMP!

Sadden by the demise of singaporean hostage Ms Lo.   May she rest in peace.  

COUGH COUGH G-O A-W-A-Y!

Today i lobo whole day... initially wanted to go gym but my colleague cant make it...  so i took my flu and cough mixture... knock out whole afternoon... dammit still coughing.

Dunno why this year, i keep getting COUGH.  haizzzzzz.

Ok... my arm is still aching even though i put on yoko yoko b4 sleep ytd.

Today Uncle SK is still in genting... HOPE HE WIN BIG BIG, GUANG ZHONG YAO ZU.

Back to viwawa.......

CMI tennis

my hand is trembling... it wont stop shaking when i hold my cup.  

Muscle aching...  this is the result of my 2nd tennis lesson... progress? v little... think i dont have a flair for sports... a bit slow...lol

keep forgetting how to lock my wrist, not to cross my leg and recover back to ready position.... 

ok... must practice more.

today mee-c min most ke lian... got the most scolding....me and lattle gal hide behind, practising our moves... when it comes to my turn... i also kana scolding.

ok... must work harder

lost

lost lost lost... i am at lost what to do for my nokia research. 

read read read... i must read more.

think think think... think long enuff hope something will click.

dream dream dream.... hope i dream about solving it tonight.

sigh! sigh! sigh!

Survivor - Dentist Visit

i went in smiling... but with butterflies inside me.

i lay down and close my eyes.

"Yeeeeeee Zeeeeeeeee ZeEeEEEEEEEEEEEEE" 

My whole body was so tense, my neck strained and hurt.

"Yeeeeeee Zeeeeeeeee ZeEeEEEEEEEEEEEEE" 

It seemed to last forever.  Finally...i heard  "ok rinse your month"

Phew..the ordeal is over.  It has been around 7 years since i last visited the dentist.  I always put it off... never use my dental claim before.  This time, my mother and sister wanted to visit the dentist, so it was an impromptu decision for me to tag along.  I am glad i went.  My teeth felt good after that.  It is squeaky clean now.  I love it!

Well, i hope i will gather enuff courage next year to go... maybe go when my sis go, at least there is someone to share the experience with me.  Share the anxiety too.  lol

Slacker

I am pissed with someone.  I am PISSED.  My irritation died off over weekend already.  However... i dunno if i will kana stabbed again when i check my email.... WHATEVER!

Well.. today i slack all day long.  *yawn* Totally switched off from the world. I am so glad my sis had stopped singing KTV at home.... cant take the noise... so i am in my room playing viwawa.   

What shall i do now?  I have spent enuff time surfing and playing... think i go sleep for while.. *yawn* 

Story

Story of the month:

Today, we celebrated both Elise & Huimin's birthday@Red Dot!  We are v.hungry so we order a full table of food and eat like hungry ghosts!  Today, Ash is very outspoken.  Well that is not the highlight, there is a cute blue eyed Ang Mo who is damn cute at the next table.  He came over and asked for Huimin's number.  Ash is very angry! So she wrote her numbers instead and gave to him.  Actually, She was not angry at all.  She is in anticipation to receive the call from the blue-eyed angmoh, to surprise her and perhaps to provide her with a lifetime of happiness.

lazy sunday

today is the totally "lobo" aka lazy day for me.  I totally never do anything at all... just watch lots of movie, played game, surf the net, some manga, some anime.... basically... laze all day... 

*yawn* feel like a cat today

!@#$%^&*()^&*()_!@#$%^&*()_@#$%^&*()

This week is one of the most i-want-to-die week.  Everything is like moving at such a fast pace.  No mood for me to do anything... i just simple work and go home and work and go home and work and go home.  Next week i am going to clear out all the stuff i have accumulated.  I guess clear all bad luck too.   Thus i am looking forward to work on Monday.  However, i dread the process.

This week also make me feel i-am-lousy.   Everyone's face looked stressed... many sighing away... morale low... its amazing we are still there.

ok so i am exaggerating a little... but i need to get all this off my back.   Feels like @#$%^&*() and #$%^&*( .

LOVE

You have to LOVE yourself before others can LOVE you. 

I sincerely hope my friend will LOVE herself [period]

busy weekend

i had a fruitful and busy weekend. Sat i went for an ice cream making workshop together with 9 gal friends.  We had fun time trying out homemade ice cream.  It is great to make ice cream yourself as you know exactly what ingredients went into it and how much sugar, fat you add.  It taste wonderful!  However, i only know how to eat, even if Esther the trainer make it sound so easy, i am the lazy type that wont do it.  

Aud ( opps must change er... Mdm Wong? Ms Wong?  i dunno whats her hubby surname!) shall make ice cream for us next time cos she is the one with the ice cream making machine and most talented cook among us.

Sunday, we had a flea market stall, again spearheaded by enthusiastic Aud. We tried selling off bags and clothes etc... i made about 31 bucks clearing 3 bags and a dress!

Lattle gal made 20+ and Aud made 40+.  We were all tired after that... i knock out straight 3 hours back at home... next one coming up soon!