bad feeling

I feel that i am becoming someone bad.  I harboured some bad feeling towards a someone.  I seldom, rarely feel that way...as each day pass by... my heart gets colder and dont even want to see or talk to that someone.  Am i evil?

I am not pinning a needle to that someone vodoo doll (not cursing that someone)

However i wish that someone would not bother me so much.  It pissed me off.

I am afraid... i may snap at that someone soon... as i am enduring it. 

That someone behaviour irks me totally (think our 8 characters clash), gets me on my nerves..most likely vice versa as i always feel that if i don't like someone, that someone will be able to sense it.  i must try to LOVE that someboday...(dunno if i so wei da)

2009... not a good start... yet i am stuck with that someone for dunno how long (1 yr? 2 yrs? or more?)

i better get out.... i must get out... i need to get out.... oh i hate this situation.  I hope somehow.... hai .... it will improve